BEAUTIFUL LIES~

2012-03-03T01:38:00.000+08:00

hello! stay at home whole day to rot! rawr! so bored! at least babyboy was back right before im awake :) HEH!
WAITING FOR money to be transferred to me .... or else mon i can't register le.... sighh... if i have to not take o's because of $ i'm so gonna kill myself! :(
ok, i'm SO DAMM TIRED NOW!
so, goodnight

bye

HELLO 1ST MARCH :)

2012-03-01T22:57:00.001+08:00

hi~ went to work today~ so damm slack! :D we were the earliest even though we were late by 5 mins! haha~ first 2 hour was having maintenance for theflyer~ lepak all e way! (Y) we still get paid though~ after that work for like around 4 hours? and in the afternoon, heavy rain, lightning risk & they stopped the flight again~ :) heehee! how i wish everytime also like that! weeee~
was gossiping around with xin tong, ziyi & wenhui! nice gossip session~ i've decided to chiong work~ wanna earn extra money for baby's mum birthday present and also for my o level fees~ so, got slot, i'll just work! :D
heard that everyone is going for holiday~ wanna travel so badly also~ :( nvm! i will SAVE UP FOR GENTING TRIP AND REALLY PAMPER MYSELF THERE! :) buy & eat as much as i want! weeeee!!!!!
anyway, i never blog yesterday right? ok, yesterday stay at home nothing to do~ so i went down to bbdc to see bbb doing his prac! surprise! <3 AND HE ALSO GAVE ME A SURPRISE BY SAYING HE FELL OFF THE BIKE! WOAHHHHH! ALMOST DIED OF HEART ATTACK! :( heart paining! :(
well, i think it got more worse today! if it doesnt get any better, i'm gonna make him see a sinseh~

right~ not meeting aud anymore tomorrow :/ was a little sad though~ hope ziyi will call me last min and tell me got work lo~ so i can earn more $$$ :) if dont have then i shall stay home & rest~ mon is the registration for o's le~ and so fast~ NEXT SAT IS OUR 7TH MONTH ANNI LE! :)
time really pass so fast~ :) but i've got work in the morning till 4.30~ nvm~ shall still celebrate at night! :)

isn't it quite a good day to start for march? maintain!!!! :)
ok, bye

oh ya! planning to earn at least $500 by this month! at least hor! :)

2012-02-29T23:13:00.000+08:00

hi world~ gonna have work tomorrow~ chiong!!!! :)
went to bbdc to surprise babyboy~ :) he pass his prac! <3 congrats :)
ok, so, today is the leap day! happy leap day to all!!!! :)
was thinking back what did i do 4 years back during the leap year~ forgot most of it but remembered that i was with matthew wu~ lol!
this year is GOH FU!!!! :)
ok, nothing much to blog about~ dont feel like blogging anymore also~ ok ,bye!

2012-02-27T23:04:00.000+08:00

hi world~ have not been updating my blog~ :(

ok, start with today, finally go back to work at flyer~ but GOD DAMM IT~ tell me the schedule dont have my bloody name and it is al's shift! #FML seriously! but luckily i went over to the photo side~ was quite fun gossiping about ..! :) woah~ have not eat the whole day! ate a mac spicy meal just now at around 7 plus and now i'm eating again! #likeaboss! heh!

THAT RETARDED GIRL!!!! * ATTENTION PLEASE* PLEASE UPDATE YOUR BLOG! IT'S DYING SOON! anyway, these few days can understand you abit la because your house got no internet ma! anyway, im watching the secret gardens too! OMG! SO NICE! haha! see you on fri! dont give me nasty surprises k! OR WORSE DONT BRING ME TO SOMEWHERE I WILL BE BORED! :) but i know you'll have your arrangement! so yup! SEE YOU THEN BITCH!

ok, these few days really happened alot~ dont't wanna blog ( because too lazy)

anyway, I BOUGHT A POLAROID ! :D shall buy the film buy 3 weeks time ba~ :p

ok, already put my schedule to work for next week gonna chiong work~ lalala~

2 more weeks before i apply for the exam~ :( having doubts now~ ( bet aud is gonna scold me when she read this) but don't worry k! i won't give up~ :)

ok, shall continue my secret garden and eating myyy bee hoon!

BYEEEEEEEEEE

2012-02-24T09:01:00.000+08:00

hi world~ babyboy officially went for his camp! yup me alone now! going for job interview soon! wish me luck! THE FORMAL DRESS IS MAKING ME INSANE! RAWR!
ok, really got to go now~ i'll be back to blog! :)

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

2012-02-24T01:55:00.001+08:00

Hi world! Couldn't sleep~ so I shall blog! Went to the agent today~ going down for an interview later on! :(
And babyboy is having camp tomorrow till Saturday! IT MEANS I'll BE ALONE :( sad life! Was joking to him that I'll go clubbing :) heh! Might be meeting this pb ah chua later on~ but nowhere to go! SIAN TTM! Watched ghost rider 2 today! With bbb clique of friends at cine! The show was quite nice and I like it alot! :D went back to bishan to slack~ BOUGHT A PAIR OF FLATS FOR THE INTERVIEW TOMORROW! :( got to wear formal also! DAMM! :@
Combed almost the whole of 313 today~ ok, not really but at least combed new look and forever 21! And THEY HAVE 50% discount!!!! Aaaahhhh!!!! SO TEMPTED LO!!!!
Got to bear with it~ :( next pay I'll definitely SHOP!
Ok, shall stop here! Byeeeee!

2012-02-23T08:48:00.000+08:00

Hi world!
Was telling babyboy I'm gonna sleep but still decided to blog first~ :p
Met up with aud yesterday! Got my books and went to have lunch! CRISPY NOODLE!
:) started talking to aud about lots of stuff! And also as usual, our nonsense! Haha!
Went down to bbdc to root for baby! Pass! (Y)
I'm his lucky star or something :) got my roses pay！
And DAMM! Talk about the roses thingy! Some bitches simply just can't keep their fucking mouth shut! IS IT THAT FUNNY THAT I SELL ROSES? YOU THINK JUST BECAUSE YOU ARE RICH, OTHER PEOPLE ARE ALSO RICH? LAUGH AT ME ONLY WHEN IM A PROSTITUTE OR BEGGAR! & even if I'm one of those you don't have a right to laugh because you have got fucking allowance! _|_
Some people really ah! Pissed me off!
Ok, get over it! Lol! No point wasting time! Blah blah blah~

Aud! Some things ah, if cant get over means can't get over no matter how long it happened get it? See you soon bitch <3

Ok, shall stop here! Byeeeeeee!

2012-02-22T12:05:00.000+08:00

hello there~ woke up abit later because b dont start school till 12 plus~ gonna meet aud later on! :)
tomorrow, i'll be going to my awesome babe's house~ before going to the agent~
YAYYYYY! getting my roses pay today~ got to save and save! :( ( DAMM THE EXAM FEE)
hope i do get hired though~ i wanna try a day where i can go out and just buy whatever i wanna buy ( just for a day) :) hoping**
1.5k & above's salary is quite high already!
anyways, should e getting ready soon~ got to leave my house at 1! that retarded girl definitely won't allow me to be late! or else I GET KPKB FOR A MILLION YEARS BEFORE SHE GETS APPEASED! sigh sigh~
shall stop here~ BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

2012-02-21T23:33:00.001+08:00

Hello:)
Just back from town! Met my SI pb ah chua! <3 haha! She look so excited to see me! Heehee! Walk around ion, wisma and far east to look for my bra! Haha! Was making jokes!
Had dinner with my awesome babe! She accompanied me to wait for ah chua! Was also walking around! That girl ask me to get g-string! HEH! Haha!
Was trying on heels #likeaboss! <3
Saw my elder sister! <3 miss her so much! Received some knocks on my head for not contacting her! :( haha! But was really happy to see her! <3
Bought my 2 bra! :) happy happy!
Hope to see my SI pb soon! Muack! And tomorrow, gonna meet my retarded bitch! :) and will be going to bbdc to accompany bbb to take his prac~
Shall continue soon! Bye~

2012-02-21T09:57:00.000+08:00

hello there~
wake up early in the morning! but preparing to go back to sleep soon! gonna meet my ah chua later on! <3 si pb! haha! shop! :)
recently, a friend of mine passed away. it just occurred to me that i have to cherish everyday of my life. he just fell, have a nose bleed took a seat at the sofa and he passed away! it's like WAT?!?!? but still life is unpredictable.. i wanna finish what i wanna do in my life before i die/ the world ends~
- travelling
-GETTING MARRIED ( ok, thats optional)
-but i want a kid of my own...
- earn more money!
nothing much! OWN 1000 PAIR OF SHOES/HEELS/SNEAKERS/SLIPPERS watever! haha

gonna meet aud tomorrow for lunch and taking my books!
shall study abit later on and wash clothes!
today babyboy is taking his prac! JIAYOU! <3 muack!
heh!
AUDREY CHEONG! CAN YOUR BLOG DON'T BE SO DEAD! I FEEL LIKE DYING AFTER READING! haha! lets drink bubble tea tomorrow~ if you're reading this~! :)

2012-02-19T00:01:00.001+08:00

Hi! Shall just start with Friday story?
:( didn't get to meet aud! Sigh~ but it's ok, we are meeting next week! Imma help her pack her room! Heh! Miss you so much!
Now, today, accompany baby to bbdc in the morning~was looking at how he ride the Bike! Haha!
After that went kallang to have lunch, bowling and some arcade session~ wanted to play ice skating though~ but in the end , never! Well well~ shall go next time then! After that went amk to play pool~ blah blah blah~ ok, I'm tired already~ shall stop here le! Bye

2012-02-17T07:51:00.000+08:00

morning world~ having a mild headache now :(
gonna meet aud later on! and i miss her alot! :)
just realised i've got nothing to blog about lol~ maybe im used to logging in every morning! well, boring life! shall stop here! GOODBYE!

miss my boy! <3

2012-02-16T14:40:00.000+08:00

hi! staying home today~ so bored!!! thank god yesterday was the last day i work at the imperial kitchen! JUST KILL ME! i'll rather stick to flyer~ my pay is out~ saving up for next month's enrollment already~ :) AM DETERMINED DE HOR! going to aud house tomorrow! :) can finally get to see this busy girl after one million years~ lol! NOTHING TO DO AT HOME NOW!!! :( 1 n a half more hours before babyboy end school~ watching movie with b tomorrow~ im not even sure if the show is out yet anot! ok, shall go check now. brb.
ok, i am retarded enough! THE SHOW COMES OUT ON APRIL! #FML! i was like i thought it was suppose to be out? damm it la! pa jiao sia me! :(

ok, shall list down the movies i wanna watch then~
- mirror mirror
- the vow
& also the ghost rider~ its coming out already~
17/2 coming out! this time won't be wrong!!!
hahaha~! so tomorrow movie no more :(

i must start to save~ thought of what i wanna get le :) heh heh heh~
YESSSS!!!!! GOT THE SONG I WANTED!!!! :) HAPPYGIRL;93!
ok, im going to have my lunch now~ GOODBYE!

FOR THE RETARDED GIRL OF MINE!

2012-02-15T15:41:00.000+08:00

haha~! just read this retarded person blog. i know HOW EXACTLY TO SPELL CONNEISEUR!
OK, i forgot! i just reclick your blog~ connoisseur ---> that's the correct one~ haha! watever la hor! my valentine's day was spent working at orchard selling flowers~ actually roses~ AND NOBODY CARES IF YOU HAD INSTANT NOODLE FOR LUNCH! I HAD IT TOO! lol! coming over to your house on fri for lunch! you said it! AND FINALLY YOU ARE MOVING! :) COME TO MAC ASAP! haha! still havent look for job ah? lazy ass! lol! see you this fri!

2012-02-13T08:23:00.000+08:00

:) GOOD MORNING PEOPLE! :)
sent baby out and now couldn't go back to sleep~ wanted to have a early celebration for valentine's day by watching a movie but in the end, the movie not out yet~ :(
nvm, shall just have dinner i guess?
having work tomorrow, hope i can hit the target. 20 roses! * praying hard*
just realise that i got to save at least $250? i don't even know enough anot but save the amount around there for enrollment next month! determined*!!!
valentine's day, I DONT KNOW WHAT TO GIVE BABYBOY EH! ()*&^%$$%&*&%^&$%&^%*&%(*%^& :( too busy with 6th month present then never plan well~ oh well, shall draw a card! :) used to think i wanna celebrate valentine's day like as though i am the princess but now, i wanna celebrate it in a simple way with my <3 one!
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO PEOPLE WHO ARE READING MY BLOG ( although i know there is only less than 5 people reading it, not even knowing got 3 people anot) haha! wishing you on a earlier day! not sure if i'll have time to blog tomorrow!
have a fun day! :)
yayy~ going for swensen's FONDUE! <3 can't wait! slurppps* drooling already!
heh~ shall go back to sleep now since baby reached school! bye people!

2012-02-13T01:46:00.001+08:00

Hi, can't fall asleep at the moment.. So shall just blog~ I'm so bored now~ gonna celebrate valentines day early because i have work on the actual day~ gonna watch the vow tomorrow :) sigh sigh~ really am so bored now~
Had a heart to heart talk with my awesome babe~ alot is running through my head now~ hate overthinking. _|_myself!
Ok, shall stop here~ too bored to continue! Bye

2012-02-11T00:35:00.001+08:00

Hello! Went to have dinner and took a ride at the flyer! Working there and now finally my turn to take the ride! :) had sushi buffet for dinner <3 enjoyable dinner! :) was competing wasabi! Almost died! Walk to flyer! Heh! Took the picture and was quite satisfied! (Y) haha! Today dm is kiren! He gave me 2 free photo~ :D so nice! Was quite happy today! :) tomorrow I got to work with my awesome babe~ sell roses! HAHAHA! and b is going to have his practice tomorrow! :) tomorrow's job the pay is DAMM good~ but I don't know how much is a stalk!

My target= cannot <25!
Around 25,26 can Liao!
Ok, shall stop here~ a little sleepy though! GOODNIGHT!

& once again happy 6th month babyboy~ love you

Ok, before I really sign off, suddenly thought of something that happened just now which is freaking epic! THIS RETARDED GIRL of mine, called me and ask me where am I. And I was like on my way to flyer~ and she was like you work everyday already still take the ride for what? And I said, fc never take before MA, somemore we celebrating 6 month! And she was like 6th month only... ( silence) ( not because I got nothing to say, it's because I'm thinking of how to scold her alrdy!) she started laughing! -.-!!!
And I was like you too long never get scolded/ whack by me!
This girl deserve 2 tight slap! Haha!
talk to you soon Aud!
Goodnight!

2012-02-10T08:07:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 6TH MONTH GOH FU <3
heh~ today is our 6th month! :) MORE TO GO! gave babyboy his present last night! hope he will like it~ going out later! flyer & dinner! i'm still thinking of programs later on! sigh sigh~ went bowling last night! was quite fun and baby caught a bear for me! SO CUTE! using $3 only! woohoo! haha~ was like the happiest girl on earth! the bear is so cute lo! <3
shall upload the picture of the bear! :)

well well~ shall enjoy today! :)
ok, shall go back to sleep now~ GOODNIGHT!

2012-02-08T23:46:00.000+08:00

hi babyboy, i know you'll be reading my blog~
so, cheer up alright baby? i'll be here no matter what. i'll try my best to understand you if they don't understand. i'll give you the love that you can't feel from them and i'll give you the support that they don't give. i love you k? we'll work hard for our future! ok, shall not say much le. just know that even if everyone leave you, i'll be behind your back supporting you. always. :) smile my babyboy!
i know it's hard not to feel sad but it will be over soon! :) <3 I LOVE YOU GOH FU!

2012-02-08T23:03:00.000+08:00

hello! just end work! :( bored to death~
lousy job! sigh sigh sigh~ fuck those people who don't wanna go bowling tomorrow~ LOL!
#FML~ nvm~ shall just enjoy myself with my babyboy on fri! hmphhh!!!!!
:) heh heh! 2 days~ <3 6 months eh! :)
ok, shall stop here! bb

2012-02-07T15:02:00.000+08:00

heh! this retarded girl really think she is movie princess! haha! so far from new year till now i only watch one for the $ only! i wanna watch i love hong kong and also the vow! oh my! ya! you should stay at home! nonono! you should go look for a job!
ok, i'm at home again~ mitch bitch told me that i am going to work tomorrow! so anxious! and first day of work will be full shift liao! really gg! :( but lucky not far from house! gonna calculate how much will i earn first. morning shift is $7/hour gonna work 5 hours so it's $35 then night shift is $7.50/hr. 4 hours so it will be $30 means i'm gonna earn $65 tomorrow~ :) ok la, anyway also got nothing to do~ earn extra money for fri's date lo~
feel like changing blogskin lei~ but i'm a total noob in it so i shall just leave it.

ok, nail polish color dropping le~ lazy to do mani also~ shall leave it also! having my stupid period now! almost died of stomach cramp! :( sian ttm~
ok, shall stop blogging!
oh ya! forgot to put! today is ah xiang birthday! :) haha!
gonna go bowling later on! :) trash them!!!!! weeee~ ok, byebye!

babyboy: what is my girl doing?
me: watching cute boys :)
babyboy: boys over flower? -.- i'm cuter!
me: haha! babyboy's -.- is much more handsome! ahaha!
so cuteeeee!
ok, bye

2012-02-06T21:25:00.000+08:00

:) dreamt of it~ woolala!
doesn't it look good? wanna get this so badly :(

anyway, someone thinks that i look like adele?
siaoooo

2012-02-06T07:55:00.000+08:00

hi~ wide awake right now~ not being able to go back to sleep. don't know why! :(
ok, 3 pimple pop out! #fml! :(
girls simply like to overthink sometimes~ referring to myself though~ i'm forever overthinking. :( that's a really bad habit that i must change!
ok, since i've got nothing to do, shall just list down my bad habits to remind myself that i have to change!
-IRRESPONSIBLE! ( worse habit of all)
-LAZY ( also very bad)
i think that's all~ ahahha! not bad ah actually!
:)ok, cheer up liao~ ok, don't wanna list all the good ones in case a million pages also cannot finish typing :$ HEH!
oh yea, forget to mention, today is my awesome babe's birthday! <3
HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYYY!!!!

YUP!!!! thats my awesome girl! :)

ok, i'm quite bored now, texting babyboy and roaming around on the net. nothing much to do~ AUDREY! CAN YOU UPDATE YOUR BLOG ASAP? SO SLOW! tsk*

2012-02-04T17:44:00.000+08:00

hello world~ just back from my facial~ IT WAS A TOTAL TORTURE! :(
SIGH SIGH~ look so ugly right now :( oh god~
my babyboy fail his first prac~ cheer up alright~ you will pass the next time! :) i'll support you no matter what~ <3
ok, my face still hurts now and i'm in a terrible state!! rawrrrr! still looking for a job now~ going for an interview on mon!
ok, shall stop here~ brb~

2012-02-03T18:14:00.001+08:00

3) Zouk out. ( damn right we're going clubbing. )

OK, I MAY LOOK LIKE A STALKER BUT STILL, this is too funny! this retarded girl turning 18 still havnt enter club ( i also) er herm... but i also remembered that someone wanna enter a club ah! ahaha

2012-02-03T18:07:00.001+08:00

Hello weihao, if you are reading this.. can you please remove the damn parent control/ above 18 nonsense that you have on your blog because I have to log out of this account to actually read your blog and sometimes I just get soooooo lazy that I don't bother. so if you want this to continue, remove it. it's not freaking M18 or anything explicit at all. hahaha you're going to be all " im going to kill you" when you see this.

I ACTUALLY MISSED THIS PART WHERE MY RETARDED GIRL TYPED IT FOR ME! AHAHA! YEA, YOU WERE RIGHT AUD! * cracking my knuckles now * you'll die in your new house because i realised this! and this is so ironic! AHAHAHAH!

2012-02-03T18:00:00.001+08:00

hello blog! :)
i'm so bored now, so i decided to visit you! heh!
next week is our 6th month anni le! and also valentine's day is on next week~ we will celebrate these 2 days together, on our 6th month! :) <3<3 so exciteddddd!!!!
my dearest retarded girl must have moved already~ now that she is nearer to mac, THAT MAKES YOU NO EXCUSE TO NOT COME DOWN! LAZY ASS! haha~
right~ kind of quitted the flyer job~ looking for a job currently~ sian ttm~ rawr rawr!
got my facial appointment tomorrow! waaaa! ADULT FARE CAN KILL LO! :(
my heart paining like mad! :( anyway, gonna change my phone to i-phone on april ! :)
need to start saving up like mad~ so boredddddddddddd now! damm it! ok , logging off. bye

ok, just finish stalking my retarded best friend's blog, ALMOST DIED! THE WHOLE PAGE ALMOST FILLED WITH HER PHOTO! ZI LIAN KUANG! TSK TSK! but still I LOVE YOU AUDREY CHEONG! & no one can replace your position in my heart! ok, that's so mushy gushy! but still <3

2012-01-31T12:08:00.000+08:00

hi,im alone at home now~ woke up from the stupid credit card company asking me if i want a card! WTF! i think if i ever apply a card i'll die every month! 1000000 LIFE ALSO NOT ENOUGH FOR ME TO DIE! babyboy went to school. cancelled my work today! lol. yesterday was a fucked up day for me. LOL~ waking up with a greeting of the jae application which was not successful. went to work, was accused of being lazy and also already threatened by 2 dm to fire me. WELL DONE WEIHAO! :) watever~
anyway, after work, went all e way to bukit gombak to accompany babyboy take his RTT! :) felt better when i was with him.. :*) and congrats to babyboy passing his RTT <3
talked to my retarded girl last night~ she advised me to retake a few subjects. el, math & science. start to wonder that it's a good idea~ at least she bothered to give advices to me :) love her! and she also offered to teach me math~ eh, wong* you first hor. you teach me math = i teach you chinese
and also my babyboy supporting me in whatever i wanna do, cheering me up when he knows im unhappy. thank you babyboy!
haha~ think aud is going to have a hard time~ prepare more tonic soup in case you die of heart attack.
right, gonna accompany bbb to cut his hair later on~
shall go down ntuc to buy curry and some ingredients. gonna give bbb a surprise dinner later on. hee heee!

i'm so bored now~ :( shall go stalk stalk and snoop around! GOOD BYE!

2012-01-30T00:10:00.001+08:00

Hellooooo! :) heehee~ quite happy because my babyboy tweet sweet stuff to me! Muack muack! Heehee <3 got work tomorrow~ mon, Tues, wed, thurs all got work! And I swear I'm not gonna work in any of al shift~ rawr! Ok, I love you my babyboy!  shall stop blogging le! Goodnight

2012-01-29T00:54:00.001+08:00

Hi! Just back from a boring evening~ ate Sakura just now~ the food is ok only~ lol! Nothing to do after eating so we were like walking round aimlessly! Bored die me! :( but lucky b was around! anyway, these few days I don't know what's wrong with myself! Really feel like throwing tantrum for no reason! And it's not pms somemore lei! :( sorry babyboy if I these few days very dao! Rawr! Hope I'll stop feeling this way soon! Irritated! :@
Uncle Ringo plans were postpone to next week I guess? Next week also doing facial! Must go! (persistent)!!!
Haha! Ok, shall stop here! I'm bored!
Goodbye!

2012-01-28T17:13:00.000+08:00

hi~ going out later on for a buffet! had steamboat for lunch today and i'm still quite full :(
sigh sigh sigh~ didn't went to uncle ringo! :( was a little moody but i was ok after that~ watch movie in the end~ one for $. quite nice though~ took neoprints with mitch bitch! and blah blah blah~
went mac after that~ saw someone whom is the last person i would wanna see on earth. yea, Jayme~ feels weird~ pretend that i din't see him and also hoping that he didnt see me. end of story~ lol!
was screened last night by more than 5 policeman whom kept on saying that we were making noise~ and the residents from the the condo were complaining! RETARDS~
ok, my life is so boring. nothing to talk about already! byebye

2012-01-26T15:48:00.000+08:00

hello world~ going bai nian later on~ bringing that stupid boy of mine along! haha! so bored todayyyy! sian ttm! later still got to see that f*** face of the fat ass! KNN! lol~ ok, maintain!

\not bad eh~ my nails maintain also~ hee hee! at least mei you baibai waste $13. tomorrow UNCLE RINGO! :) WEEEEEE! need to save up now le! (^^) heh!
and it feels like i have not been to work for a million years le! lol~ next week start work ba~ wanna chiong till feb 15th get pay! then i shall look for other job le!

JHHjdsgjkahrdtiouregjkdfhnkj! OK, RANDOM TYPO BUT STILL sdfjklkguiorghjsfkljhklgj!

ok, shall stop! bye

2012-01-25T12:18:00.000+08:00

ok, hello! day 3 of chinese new year! ;) have won quite alot BALLS! heehee~ but now my babyboy is on his way to school... but nvm! we are both gonna catch a movie later on! woohoo! :D didn't expect so much hong bao if me and goh fu wasn't together! :) thanks babyboy <3
wore a dress yesterday~ i was so lady-like lo! haha! heels & dress! PINK DRESS SOMEMORE!
new year, hope we are going to be better day by day! i think we've not quarreled for quite a period of time :) (Y) i really hope to maintain this way BALLS! haha! i know we will~ <3 anyway, GOING UNCLE RINGO THIS FRIDAY :) but then sun will not be there..
in about 3 weeks time, it will be our 6 month anni! looking forward to the flyer ride! :)
omg! angry die me! this blog post got prob and it cut half my post away! fuck! now got to retype again!
WAAAAAA! :@:@:@
ok, nvm, shall retype it!

gonna meet my retarded girl for lunch later on~ AUDREY CHEONG! :) my fav girl! that's sounds wrong but then you know what i meant can already! right aud?

ok, after this i totally forgot what i had posted earlier on though~ sigh~ stm is really bad!
oh ya, i typed i was texting my babyboy! haha~ retarded conversation but sill i like it!

ok, shall stop here~ goodbye!
am i bitchy? ok, random thoughts~ i know i am if i wanna be!

2012-01-22T01:53:00.002+08:00

forget to add on! MY DEAREST BABYBOY PAINTED MY TOE NAILS! AHAHA! UPLOADED THE PHOTO ALREADY! WANNA KILL HIM! but still i think its cute <3

2012-01-22T01:52:00.000+08:00

2012-01-22T01:47:00.000+08:00

helloooo! have not blogged for so long! so dead now! rawr!!!!
went far east with my awesome babe yesterday! accompanied her shop for her new bag and i did my nails! black again but still i <3 it! wooohooo! haha
after that went chomp chomp to have dinner with b and his clique of friends~ yumyum~
went kbox after that! saw SHIHUI!!! my primary school friend~ was actually thinking that it would be awkward to see her though but then i was very happy~ :) sang lots of song yesterday! woah~ it's like as though i have not been so crazy already! haha! singing of songs, playing pool, wrestling with my awesome babe and mich bitch! lol! had an enjoyable night indeed. and i actually took the first picture of my babyboy kissing me! HE MUST BE REALLY DRUNK! haha~ but still i like it ALOTTTT!!! loving you more and more <3
reunion dinner tomorrow~ will be going over to b's grandmother house to eat! ANXIOUS! so scary lo :(
but still it's kind of cool! haha! first reunion dinner to be eaten with my boyfriend's family and not my own family.. but still i miss my family! <3
ok, shall stop blogging~ feel like posting some pictures!!! heh! :D

2012-01-18T13:11:00.001+08:00

Hi! Met my aunt yesterday~ she got me a jeans! :D heehee~ love her! <3 had subway for lunch! Worse lunch ever because I don't like subway! Rawr! :( but cannot be too picky! Haha! Went to work after that! Oh gosh! Boss and all the big shot all came down! Work was boring and I don't know why time pass so slow last night! Almost died! Was wondering if time could go Any faster! Had free dinner! (Y) but firstly, it was AWKWARDDDDD and secondly, it wasn't that good! Then went supper with my babyboy! ;) heehee~

Actually working today but I couldn't wake up~ oh well, shall just rest at home :) heh!

Ok, bye world!

2012-01-16T13:16:00.000+08:00

omg! why are you so cute?

hello mv! this is the reason why i love you! <3

i'm going crazy~

ok, shall top~ or else gonna get scolded by goh fu!

but still SARANGHAE ONEW LEE JINKI <3

Rihanna - We Found Love ft. Calvin Harris

2012-01-16T13:15:00.000+08:00

2012-01-16T13:09:00.001+08:00

ok hi! going for work later on~ this whole week i gonna work for like 5 days~ just hoping that next month's pay won't be little! met my sis yesterday! <3 miss them so much! walk around j8, gossiping like those days and talking nonsense as usual :) heehee~ but the only difference is what we want those days where so much much different from now~ we all grew up, our opinion changed, our taste changes too~ practically everything changes except for SISTERS LOVE <3 muack! was expecting to have dinner with them, little did i know that they were going home for ABALONE :( #FML!

sister's dinner = ABALONE

my dinner= 3 bread from breadtalk! and a cup of cappuccino~

haha! and that xing ah! still dare say eat abalone eat till sian! :( life is good at home! haha~

new year eve this sunday balls! haha~

anyway, i bought a dress that i like!!!! weeee~ <3 was actually debating if i should buy anot! heh~

this dress look really sweet but i dont think i look good in it even though kristie and goh fu say its nice :(

i just dont think it will be nice on me! RAWRRRR!

alone at home right now~ missed my facial appointment today.. tired! changed it to thurs! CONFIRM + CHOP MUST GO ALREADY! WANNA LOOK PRETTIER DURING NEW YEAR! :D

i am so gonna watch movie! soon la~ the vow!

and SOMEONE STILL OWE ME MY ZOO MOVIE!!!!! :@ *&^%#$%#&^%&*(%$%^%

ok, shall go watch some onew video! GOODBYEEEEEEEE :)

[HD/FANCAM] 111231 SHINee Onew- Lucifer (rock vers.) + "SHINee is back" ...

2012-01-16T13:09:00.000+08:00

OMG~! ONEWWWW! OMG OMG OMG OMG! <3<3<3<3

OMG! GOING CRAZY!

I LOVE YOU ONEW!!!!!! AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH

2012-01-15T02:34:00.000+08:00

hellooooooooo~~~~~ so happy now! went home just now! :D the feeling of home! REALLY! :) got pineapple tarts, potato chips and also yam! chocolates and RED PACKET! i really love my aunt! :) feel so bad to let her down... sigh~ gotta work hard! :) sigh~ don't know what's becoming of sister ah~ :( no longer who we used to be! really... just misses the old times~
anyway, gonna go bugis tomorrow~ :) still thinking if i should get the dress i want anot... then meeting sun and xing like finally! haha! life is getting better day by day! woo hoo!
ok, gonna go eat firstttt!

2012-01-14T04:33:00.001+08:00

hello world! today is SATURDAY! WOOHOO! WHOLE DAY IS KEEP FOR MY BABYBOY <3 heehee~
feel so old suddenly because i feel pain all over me!~ backache~ leg pain, even my sole also pain :( sigh~ lucky today dont need to work! but mon to thurs got to chiong work sia~ :( work as much as i can by the end of this month because it will be adult fare soon! :( my ez link card will expire on the 31st! :( right right~ still waiting for my ite course to accept me or else i can die now~ lol. actually i'm quite sleepy but then b asked me to wake him up, i even gonna finish up his cup of chrysanthemum~ :$
MY BABYBOY IS SO SWEET! FETCH ME FROM THE PRIME BUS STOP JUST NOW~ awww! love you so much! muack muack muack! kiss you ALL OVER! heehee :$ shyshy.
gonna go collect my PINEAPPLE TARTS from my dearest aunt this sun! :0 but i might go in the late afternoon or evening because i'm gonna go pray in the morning~ and also SHOP!
finally booked a facial appointment after like a million years you know? THERE IS THIS REALLY BIG PIMPLE ON THE MIDDLE OF BOTH MY EYEBROWS AND EVERYONE COULD TELL !!!! :( wished that i could pop it but then.... :( i know it will leave a scar! sigh~~~
beginning to love my current job more and more :) it's quite fun though~ ok, shall stop here~ be back for more tomorrow :)
GOODNIGHTIEEE~ <3

2012-01-13T10:09:00.000+08:00

hi~ its another boring old day and i have to go to work.
right, i'm actually a person who gets hurt easily even by verbally...
any nasty words from you, i'll always remember it. funny thing is that i'll never retort back, but i will just keep it to myself. these words will keep lingering around my head and i will often think whatever you said is true and it was my problem because i caused this person to scold me nasty things. as in, you won't get scolded for no reason right? yea, so....
i'm sorry for not being able to understand you at all. useless girlfriend though~ laughing at myself now.
i can never pretend to be heartbroken whenever you say those nasty words, nor pretend that i dont care. i never pretend to be anyone else. i may not be a perfect girlfriend from what i know because of me doing stupid things to make you angry. but i'm trying. i don't know if i'm trying hard enough or not but still i'm trying.... yea, you're sick of sorry... but to me, whenever i made a mistake, i must apologize no matter how many times i've did it.
sigh~ nvm, forget it~
i have no idea why but my heart hurts now...
shall stop here~

守候-5566

2012-01-11T12:57:00.000+08:00

2012-01-11T12:48:00.000+08:00

hi~ my head is bursting soon because of choosing what school i wanna go~ and how am i going to apply it :( my life stinks~ seriously :/ there is too much to say but then i don't know where should i start...
fucking hate that bloody bitch who does not wanna help~ _l_ THIS IS FOR YOU! cb~
stressing my life away~ :( really don't wanna continue studies le. sigh~

anyway, my dear goh fu! <3
please don't give up so easily will you? you need to persevere to be able succeed in life my dear! i will be here for you no matter what like i've said before. remember, from the day we got together, you are no longer 1 person facing your problems. is WE, that will face our problems together~ :) i love you baby~

and now, i just wanna say, i'm fine with you not giving me anything during our anni. i mean i'm not materialistic lo~ i just want you to remember every of our anni and be here for me no matter what! :) but next month must have something hor! at least a card or something!!!! haha~

and my studies thingy~ :( we'll just go with the flow! at most i rest for a year and work my life away~ I'M FUCKING 19 THIS YEAR! :( last year with a 1 in front because i'n gonna be 20 next year~ OHMYGODDDDD! I AM SO OLD! :(
or should i take private ah? hmmm.... kaplan~ hmmm....

2012-01-10T02:27:00.000+08:00

hello~ HAPPY 5TH MONTH ANNI BABY <3 i love you~ 5th month liao~ heehee~
can't wait for 6 months anni :) got surprise :D
anyway, collected my results yesterday, fuck it~ lol!
shall not elaborate too much~ just to sum it, i got 36 points and yea, ite~
choosing courses tomorrow using my n level cert~ ok, very lazy to blog now~
anyway, lose some weight~ WOO HOO! shall post the photo to prove it!

HEH HEH HEH

2012-01-08T04:47:00.001+08:00

haha~ doesn't this remind you of something? so funny!

yea, this is also the word that started me & you :)

bet this is what every girl wants~

2012-01-07T15:03:00.001+08:00

hello~ my dearest onew is sick :( sigh~ take care of yourself my dear! <3 muack!

anyway, i'm going jb tomorrow already! :) quite excited to shop! heehee~ heels, shoes, clothes! HERE I COME! WEE~

right~ first quarrel in 2012 today. 7/1/2012. :( heart wrenching to see us quarrel like that... it hurts you know?
anyway, everything is fine now. 3 days more to 5th month. time passes so QUICKLY! hopefully things will last! :)

new year is like around the corners~ but no feel for it~ :/
and that no nonsense like those past years, celebrating with sisters~
this year, i'm going BAINIAN with b! so shy :$:$ haha~

anyway, my goh fu has went out with cy~ i'm at homeeeee! so bored~ shall talkbox my darling <3 haha~
awesome girl i have <3 and also as crazy as i am~ weee~

right~ just back from slacking! didn't ven know my sis moved alrdy! lol! forever won't know what she is doing though~ don't care also~ stomach cramping like shit now! :( i feel SO FAT! rawr! hate it! :( i don't wanna be fat lo~ should really cut down on food! heehee~ gonna buy a pair of shoe which only cost $5 :) cool storyyyy~ so i can save money for just one more pair of heels and the rest of the $$, i'm so gonna spend on CLOTHINGSSS! ONCE IN A YEAR THAT I CAN SHOP MAN! WEEEEEE~ :)
hmm... shall arrange to meet sun someday next week to buy new year clothing with her~ working at the egg tart stall soon! mon going down for interview~ hope to ask for pay straight after work will be better. right~ monday!!!!! SCARY DAY :( SCARED OF MY RESULTS! :( you know the feeling of disappointment even though you expected that you'll not do well at all! :( but still i feel sad :( :( le sigh~ and also most importantly, don't feel like socializing with people whom i hate. just wanna get rid of my secondary school life~ forget everything and start everything afresh in 2012~
ok, signing off now!
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~

2012-01-05T02:01:00.000+08:00

hello world~
first day of work at the flyers today :) weee~ was quite fun but have to stand the whole day~ and my legs are so SOUR! :( coughing badly these few days :( cough die me! SIGH~ tomorrow got work again :) with GLADYS! heehee~
just finish dyeing my BOO's hair! he dyed it black back! haha~ look so CUTE <3<3
tweet the whole day with my BOO! i think he is going to get addicted to twitter! heh heh heh!
the way he tweets is so cute <3 LOVE HIM SO MUCH! haha~ also teitted that he miss me! think i dont know!
accompanying BOO to school to register his school thingy~
shall upload some of the new year photos i took that day
ENJOY~

chalet <3 muack

brothers~

STEVEN! haha~

COUPLES OF 2012

the 3 awesome babes~

FUCKYEAH~

GROUP PHOTO

my dearest, cutest, hottest BOO <3<3

Rishii :)

THUMBS UP (Y)

my awesome BOYFRIEND

SMILEEEES :)

FUTURE WEDDING PHOTO 1

MY awesomeee bitch <3

HEH HEH HEH

2012-01-03T21:42:00.001+08:00

Hello~ finally uploaded all the pictures in my camera! Almost died!!! :( but hope the guys will be happy though~ :) planned to go ice skating today, but then no $$... Shall go next time~ going to work at flyers with Gladys on thurs!!:) omg! I'm so fat! :( couldn't button up the jeans that Gladys brought down for me =•= :( but then it is size 26!!! Duhhh~~~

ok, continue on next day~ woke up early to wake b up to go bbdc! wanted to go with him but i got to meet mitch bitch to get my jeans back so.... IN THE END ALSO NEVER MEET HER! sighh~
my throat was terribly sore today morning! almost died! stay awake after that to text with b until he reaches bbdc~ :) BOO! <3
i think BOO is a really cute name but my goh fu don't like it! lalala~ anyway, met my BOO at j8 then train down to tai seng to see his bike! the WEATHER TOTALLY KILLED ME :( lost our way! lol~ also almost died! after that we went down to amk to ask the price of my phone! FINALLY IT HAS BEEN SOLD! the tpy shop wanna scam! $50? slap him then he know! but then eventually i also sold it for $80! i guess that's the best price~
gonna go work with gladys tomorrow~ :) have not work for so long then now... abit weirdddd!!!!
AND THAT STUPID MITCH BITCH BROUGHT THE WRONG PANTS _l_

ok, shall stop here~ i'm tired!

HAPPY NEW YEAR

2012-01-01T07:07:00.001+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!! :)
Just back from countdown! my very first countdown for my 18 life~
the fireworks was beautiful though! <3<3<3 have always dream about watching fireworks with my love one! GOH FU CHONG IS THE 1ST ONE! CLAPCLAP* <3 haha! so happy eh~ and also very blessed to have him hugging me while watching the beautiful fireworks~and things I wished to do with my boyfriend, he is always the first one~ <3 walking down the road, pass the bridge, and many many more. Haha, was on our way to view the fireworks, we walk past FULLERTON HOTEL! Heehee~ scared Liao right!? Haha! Was talking nonsense all e way to the place where we wanna go and I kept on rambling about how I wanna hold my wedding and places to go for honeymoon! <3 and i want limousine to fetch me and half an hour of fireworks that night! Haha! Was really fantasizing the day I got married~ I wish to Continue holding your hands to walk down the road and path of future no matter how far or difficult it is. And also I want us to eventually walk down the aisle and continue this journey with our little ones~ <3 And also, how i wish that the fireworks can last forever but i know beautiful moments should not last too long or else it will lose the meaning of it. once in a while the feelings linger around is something that makes me love fireworks more~ :) and the way the guys play sparklers, woah~ never met anyone that crazy before! Haha! And also them making fun of the banglahs~ anyway, really enjoyed it alot with my friends and LOVE ONE! my one & only GOH FU! <3
right~ and it's a bad way to start 2012! BECAUSE LIFE SUCKS! firstly, wanted to go pub to drink, the guys were screened and they decided not to drink then we walked to the coffee club, just nice , CLOSING* _l_
in the end, decided to cab to bishan and slack our morning away, WAITED FOR BLODDY 3 HOURS AND THERE IS NO CAB! :@ almost died! Walk for at least 5km le! And also lost 5 kg lo :)
Waited till 6.30? Then went home taking train! WORSE EXPERIENCE OF MY LIFE! but also a memorable one~ haha! Use this to motivate b more to get his license and bike by this year or else we'll have to suffer again! <3 AND I THINK THAT I AM A AWESOME GIRLFRIEND LO :( sighhhh!
Anyway, hope that in this new year, I can work really hard and also PLAY HARD! heehee~
And I've also decided to enroll for car license in march! DETERMINE^*^
Haha~
gonna work at flyers on the 4th :) thanks to Gladys! Haha! Going jb on the 8 I think~ YAYYYYYYYY! SHOP TILL I DROP MAN! wooohooooo!
Really happy you know!?
Sorry if this post is so longgggg but then these few days is really happening so bear with it :) ok, shall stop here!
will post some picture the next time perhaps!

CIAOOOOO!

HELLO 2012! :)

2011-12-31T14:06:00.000+08:00

ok! hi! my blog is so dead already huh! :(
last day of 2011~ shall blog my last post and start a new one in 2012!
hmm... within 1 year, things changed unexpectedly. life wasn't what i planned earlier for my 2011 new year resolution. however, this year made me grew stronger, more independent, more special, more loved, more mature and lastly, more NONSENSE! :) haha! it's been quite a tiring year for me for those who knows what happened~
i don't know if 2012 is really the end of the world but i know that from tomorrow onwards, the very first day of 2012, i'm going to cherish my life, treasure my love ones and most importantly, stay strong no matter what.

ok, going for countdown later on! it's like WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! :) haha! so excited eh! my very first countdown after so many years of being trapped at home and only able to watch tv :/ RAWRRRR
can't wait to see the FIREWORKSSSSSSSS <3 OH YEAHHH!!!!!!
MY GFC!~ :) I LOVE YOU! :) <3<3<3 LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!! haha! going to say siao again right! BOO~ <3 thanks for entering my life 10082011~ you must never let go of my hands alright~ i will wanna hold your hands and walk down every road, street, every corner and eveywhere and eventually the aisle! <3

TIME TO LIST DOWN MY NEW YEAR RESOLUTION!
in 2012~
* i wish to be a little more mature
* things go smoothly in my life
* my aunt is healthy
* work harder!

2011-12-26T23:52:00.000+08:00

hi~ officially dropped all my nails~ LOL~ sound exaggerating! but still back to square 1 when it comes to growing nails~ need grow them AGAIN! _l_ rawrrr~
FINALLY PROVED MYSELF RIGHT!!! but still~~~~
is a little tired :(
ANYWAY! GFC! I'M NOT TROUBLED! :@
blahblahblah~ had lunch at j8! the noodle taste bland! :/ bought a new SHINEE EZ LINK CARD STICKER!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM SO HAPPYYY!!!!!!!!! too bad don't have onew's individual photo!~ :( gonna keep the old photo as souvenir!
I LOVE ONEW!!!!!!!
<3<3<3<3
JOBJOBJOB! :(
still can't find one yet~
how?>????
somehow i feel like i cannot face my sis anymore! awkward moment~
2011 ending in less than a week time~
an unhappy year is coming to an end! hope 2012 will be better~

2011-12-25T19:53:00.001+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS PEOPLE~
heading town later on~ meeting b's clique~ :)
heehee~ secretly got b a christmas present and he kept on thinking when i got it~ haha! SO CUTE! not gonna tell you! :p happy to see the smile on b's face :) <3<3 makes me happy too!
i'm not gonna leave you alright? my heart is with you! GOH FU CHONG!
nails chipping everyday! :( thumb hurts now~ :( itchy hands!!!!
ANGRYYYY!!!!!!!!!
ok, leaving house soon~ goota go prepare now! BYEEEEEEEE

2011-12-23T23:48:00.001+08:00

Hi! Back from chalet! It was quite a nightmare! :( Sighhh! Why I'm the world you came for!? FUCKED UP BITCH :@. _|_ shall just ignore you for the rest of my life~ lol! We are very close? we USED to be close! LOL! And I've just realized that I've changed so much after last night's conversation!
Anyway, I shall drop this matter~ just woke up and I've got a bad backache~ we left the chalet at 10 plus I guess? Walked all the way to the train station and took a train to tampines~ accompanied b to collect his passport and bought lunch home! Was so tired that I can fall asleep right when I am walking! :( and I'm still feeling tired up till now~
my nose still as bad as ever~ :( there is so much things to do!!!!! Rawrrrr!
Ok, shall stop here! Gonna eat my dinner now~
Ciaoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

2011-12-21T22:06:00.001+08:00

Hi! In chalet right now :D but a little bored~ waiting for Mitch bitch to come~ sighsigh~ my first ever chalet with my "friends"! Excited though~ heehee~ am a little sleepy now! My bedroom looks kinda cool! A big queen size bed? RED IN COLOR! lol! Shall upload it after the chalet is over! :) this chalet kinda turn into a club with the blasting music! BUT I LIKE :) haha! Ok! Shall stop here~ going out to join b!

CIAOOOO

2011-12-20T01:32:00.001+08:00

Hiiii! Still having flu :( eating chocolate :) heehee! Can prepare to die tomorrow! It's gonna be a busy day tomorrow :) wake up early in the morning To accompany b to bbdc, then to raffles hotel for interview! Lastly, to TTA to collect my passport! The day after tomorrow is CHALET! Really excited lo :)
DAMM! My nails really chip DAMM fast! Sigh~ not a girl at all! Don't know how to take good care of it!!!! :(:( but I know GOHFU WILL STILL LOVE ME :)
Haha! B ah! 5 months is not enough to hug you! I can never get tired of HUGGING YOU! never!!! :) <3<3
these few days keep going to kpool! Saw the guy who was working in it fair that time! Forgot his name~ but still what a coincidence~
Miss sun alot suddenly~ tagged me a mulan video's post in Fb! We used to watch mulan at home! POTATO CHIPSSSSS! haha! Good old memories~
Ok, shall stop here! Gonna try sleeping! :) GOODNIGHT

2011-12-19T00:47:00.001+08:00

Hi :( having flu currently! Must be the rain~ sigh! Feeling terrible now:( dyinggggg soon I guess~ anyway, glad that my aunt finally found my passport! <3 she is really nice to me sia! Really love her! She prepared 200 rm for me an also stuff some money to me! <3<3
Accompanying b to go collect his passport tomorrow! Heehee! Now I'm quite excited to go jb!
Ok, random thinking now! Why do you love me so much? I'm not that good at all :( I don't deserve a second chance :( omg! Love you so much my baby goh Fu! <3 I'm really sorry for being so despicable! Le sighhhhh~ ok, gonna die soon! Goodnight <3

I LOVE GOH FU CHONG!
but....

I LOVE ONEW MORE! LEE JIN KI :)

2011-12-18T02:30:00.001+08:00

Helloooooooooo~ spent the whole day out today! Haha! Slack with b's friend! Fun group! :) the way their friends say about the chalet, MAKE ME FEEL LIKE GOING RIGHT NOW! It will be my 2nd time attending friend's chalet! Shy to say :( gonna enjoy it! Heehee~ met a new friend name Gladys today! Fun and cute girl Eh~ haha! Anyway, totally hate anti social people~ not exactly anti social but choose people to be anti social to! Don't like straight can say wan! Lol! #thingsihate
Woah~ I think I miss twitter too much! Treating my blog like twitter sia! Lalala ~ ok! Signing off now! GOODBYEEEEEEEEE

2011-12-16T17:34:00.001+08:00

Hi! Currently in amk kpool right now with b and his friends~ my aunt is coming anytime soon! sigh~ I don't deserve a second chance do I ? I don't think I do. Well~ since I'm given a second chance, I must change! For my own sake or for b sake! :( have no idea what was I thinking! I must be put of my mind to actually backstab my own boyfriend! What have I became into?! sigh sigh!
Didn't go for the npcc lunch gathering~ don't feel like going at all~ must meet up with them next time! :) miss ivy they all! Haha! My pubor Chou nu ren!
Now I'm back at home! :) LG!
Anyway, sisters~ haiiiiiiii! Saw sun at j8 just now! But I was in the bus. Then bitch called with a fucked up tone. Watever!
MY PASSPORT IS WITH MY GRANDMA!!!! omgggg!!! Confirm cannot go Liao :(

2011-12-16T06:05:00.001+08:00

At this moment, I really feel like hugging you... But I know I can't do this... Gonna miss all your tight and warm hugs, gonna miss the long kisses we had. And lastly, gonna miss someone by my side all the time... I must stop thinking about it. I cannot be so selfish... CONTROL! :(

I am stupid

2011-12-16T05:52:00.001+08:00

Giving a serious thought, I was immature, childish , selfish and dumb! And a fucking backstabber! Forever acting rashly without thinking. I'm sorry to hurt you so deeply. I'm not a good girlfriend. Now that you're so disappointed in me, I think this r/s won't be able to last right? I'm the one who caused this. And now all I can say is that, I'll change. No matter how long it takes. I'll try to change my childish behavior. I'm a burden to you. And now, I should stop being a burden. Really sorry to cause you these miseries. The amount of trust you had for me is total zilch now~ this is my fault and I'll try my best to save it. Sorry that you were wrong about me. And sorry that this r/s has got to turn out this way because I'm immature. I'm the one who blew this r/s up. Sorry doesn't cure anything at all so I guess anymore amount of sorry won't help. Right, but I think there is nothing much more I can say than sorry now. So, I'm sorry.

2011-12-16T00:46:00.001+08:00

People make me not trust them anymore gradually. Thinking that I could trust people whole heartedly! But I was naive all along. Sigh~ tired! Shall go sleep now! Sleep away my troubles or whatever! Nights!

2011-12-15T15:06:00.002+08:00

Hi! :) heehee! Love my black nails! <3 but it's a little chipped! :( had a great day with my ah chuaaaaaaa! Haha! Love her! <3 nonsensical day! Sent her to school first but lost my way to the train station! :( dumb die me! Haha! Walk all my way to the plaza sing but halfway, walked back again! SO EMBARRASING! :$
Went to meet baby after that! Accompany him at bishan park Mac to slack with his friends!
They are so funny! Haha
Ok, b is playing with my finger nails now! Haha!
Signing off now! Meeting my aunt later on! Heehee! And she COULDN'T FIND MY PASSPORT :(
ok, really going off now!

CIAOOOOO

2011-12-14T14:38:00.000+08:00

hi!!! meeting MY DEAREST AH CHUA LATER ON~ :) <3 b went out already~
Happy Birthday Onew !! #dubuonewday <3
haha! cannot get over ONEW!

ONEW OPPA IS SO CUTEEEE!!!! <3<3<3<3 love him!!! heehee~

ok, stop here first! gotta go prepare to meet my dearest BAOBEI!

110226 百分滿分 E14 ONEW 中字 full

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SALTS~

SHINee-Last Christmas.wmv

2011-12-14T00:57:00.002+08:00

溫流給未來老婆的話~

2011-12-14T00:57:00.001+08:00

onew is saying it to me!!!!!!

溫流病

2011-12-14T00:56:00.000+08:00

AAAAHHHHHH

2011-12-14T00:21:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ONEW <3
Today is onew's birthday :) I LOVE HIM!!! My wish for onew is that hope you are happy in whatever you are doing! Stay healthy and i will love you no matter what! Saranghae! Ti amo! <3 you are the best! Hwaiting!!! Chicken maniac!!! Onew oppa! :)
ahahaha! Gonna get scolded if anyone sees this post but still :):):)
Slept practically whole day today! Lol! Don't know why sia! Meet up with Andy Sean and Kenneth! Played cards and I WON ALL E WAYYYYYYY! lucky girl :) heh heh!

AIGOO! <3

2011-12-13T02:52:00.001+08:00

Ok, feel like scolding vulgarities now~ mood swing! FUCK YOUUUUUUU!!! knnbccb! SFA! FUCK OFF!!!!! rawrrrrrrr!!!! Aaaaaahhhhhh! Szjjxsmfkfkdskskdkckekdknxkdkfksdjxkfkdkfkdjdkdjdjajwekdjjfkgkdskxjfkfkkdkdkjfjfjfjfkfidisfjfjdkjdkssksjfjfjfjfjfjfjfkdksodkwskskfkdjdnakekfjxkskskskfkdjdkjdjfkdjdkddkdkfjfjfjfjfjdjskskdkdkcjdjfjjfjfkfkck
Ok! Enough! :@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@
FUCK!

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2011-12-12T23:52:00.001+08:00

2011-12-12T18:47:00.001+08:00

1st #imagine Onew is your boyfriend, he do not have to go for work today. The weather today is hot and sunny. So he decided to ride a bicycle with you. Both of you went to the park, ride for a few hours. You were tired so you said "Onew uh, I'm feeling very tired now. Can we rest for awhile?" Onew said "Sure, you'll wait for me here and I'll go and buy some drinks." You waited for him for 10 minutes, and he came. Both of you rest under a tree and chat for a long time. Onew said he feel like playing catching with you and he wants you to be the catcher. You didn't agree but he ran away. You chased Onew at the back, you can't catch him because he ran too fast. You feel uncomfortable and shouted "Onew..st..stop.." But he continue running. Onew keep on running and running, suddenly, he stopped and turn back. You were no longer chasing him. Onew felt weird so he ran back again. While he was running, he saw a crowd. He went there and take a look. You was fainted! Onew squeezed in and carry you. He shake your whole body and said "Wake up! Don't fall asleep! Please don't leave me! I shouldn't have left you behind. I have forgotten you can't run too fast!" He cried. After awhile, you open your eyes and said "Silly..silly boy, I'm al..alright." He hugged you tightly, cried and said "I thought you are going to leave me.." You said "I haven't even catch you, how can I leave you?" ♥

2011-12-12T14:12:00.001+08:00

Hello hello! Meeting my aunt later on! :) feeling kind of sleepy now! :(
Played audition last night:) heh heh! WAS A TOTAL NOOB LA! but then I think not bad Liaoooo :) haha! Self delusion!
Anyway, I think HSH IS VERY FUN NOW :) hahahahaha! Spam spam spam! :D
This post sound happy right? Well, I am happy!!!
All the happy moments I used to have just keep popping in my brain and I cannot stop myself from smiling all the time :):) I AM THE BESTEST FRIEND OF ALL! :) no such word but still, I'm the best!
Byebyeee! Suddenly feel that I'm a little crazyyyyyyyyyyy~ but I <3 it!

A-C-T. C-U-T-E! BTH

2011-12-11T20:36:00.001+08:00

Keeping things to myself is already a way for me to protect myself since young. This also the reason why I find it hard to open my mouth to tell you what I'm thinking. All the time you are telling me to care for myself first. I don't know how to. I've never tried it before. Yes, people do change and I have not. And you are afraid that I'm going to get bullied or get advantage of. I remember every single word you say. And this blog is not to show you how pathetic I am. It's kind of a way To communicate with you! Well, i guess you really dont know me well enough. To let you know what I'm thinking. Every single quarrel you see me keeping quiet and you were annoyed. But I just can't tell you what I'm thinking. I don't know what I can do anymore alright? Its not that I don't trust you. It's that the wall of protecting myself is already here when I was young! I'm sorry if I make you feel like a fool or make you feel like I was treating you like a toy! And just to let you know I didn't treat Matthew or jayme like a toy in my entire life before! Not only them! EVERY SINGLE ONE IN MY LIFE, I've never treat anyone like a toy! So, take back your words~

2011-12-11T16:01:00.001+08:00

Hii!! Feel like doing a random typing here! Sksjxdrifwajddkdkdjdjsfjfsjwjejfhshwhshdjfjfsjskjdrjdhwushfjfjjsjwddfjdjsjssjdjjdjdkdfjfjfjdiwejjrjsnajdjdisjdjzjcjsnsndjrjdd!
Ok! Enough! Just woke up~ had my lunch- chicken rice~ a pity that I don't have any appetite to eat~ blogging now while waiting for b to finish eating.
Was thinking If I were to choose a magic power, I would choose to have invisibility power! So that no one knows I'm here! SO DAMM COOL! :) haha! Just random thinking!
Am feeling cold right now :( blanket keeps me warm :)
MAINTAIN!!! need to maintain! :)
Smile and accept the truth no matter how bad it is! Stay strong and be happy is the most important thing! Right~ shall stop here!
:):):) smile moreeeee

2011-12-11T04:12:00.001+08:00

Hi! Spent the whole day at home, practically sleeping~ feeling tired all the time these few days! Hope this will stop after my period ends! HOPE SO! sigh~ jobjobjob~ still can't find one yet! Gonna look for one next week! DOUBLE CONFIRM!
Humans are funny creature~ they wanna forget all unhappy stuff and forever be happy. But then nothing can ever be forgotten if it ever happened before. If it was me, I would also have chose to avoid unhappy stuff and live in delusion! #just wondering~
have not been twitting these few days, feel like as though 1939459543 years like that! LOL! need to maintain a low profile! Sometimes, it's never good to let too many people to know how you are doing. Only your close friends should know! :) 2011 is coming to an end~ new wish for 2012 is to be happy and get rid of all unwanted troubles~ new year, new resolution! But it seems like this years resolution could not be fulfilled! Try harder~
I WANT TO BE A HAPPY GIRL! :)
Meeting both my aunts next week, but not sure when though. Quite excited! Gonna use my old number back~ heehee!
Ok, signing off now~
CIAOOOO

2011-12-10T01:11:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 4TH MONTH ANNI :) <3
heehee~ 4 months liaoooo! so fast right!i love you baby! :)
HEH! you are sleeping right now!!! and i'm hungry right now! and another bad cramp is here :( life sucks! \
still helping b to add friends! managed to squeeze him into top 25! :) BETTER THANK ME HOR! haha!
listening to avril lavigne's songs! and just realised that ONE DIRECTION's GUYS DAMM HOT!!! ahaha!
their song also quite niceeee!!! christmas is coming!!! but it doesn't really matter to me! i don't even celebrate it! but still the atmosphere is good! sigh~ ah xiang's laptop cannot type in microsoft words anymore which means, MY RESUME CANNOT BE DONE! :( like that how to send to the job application?!?!?!

stomach still damm pain now! :( need to eat med soon le! waiting for b to wake up! shall add friends first! BRB!

2011-12-09T22:17:00.000+08:00

ok! HAVING STOMACH CRAMP RIGHT NOW! AND I HATE IT! :( FEELING SO ANGRY RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!! RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!! :(
slept for like 9 hours today and i'm still tired! F THIS! plan to go swimming in the end STUPID MENSES CAME! then never go. and sheila birthday also no one plan properly. LOL! anyhow~
met my aunt last night~ she was lateeee!!!! :( walked around popular and decided to buy a card for chow!
ate SUSHI TEH~ can die! but it's yummy~ wasted that i've got no appetite and i ate so little!!!! kind of craving it now! heehee~
she bought me LOTS OF CHEWING GUM! ENOUGH TO OPEN SHOP LIAO! haha! one packet of jelly beans <3 1 box of chocolate~ and of course the MEE SUA from taiwan! that packet of mee sua brought back memories when i was still at home. LOVE TO COOK AND EAT WITH SUN! :( MISS HER~
took a look at the info that my sis looked for me~ :) quite alot of job that i was interested in~ :):) i sraight apply last night! hope to have news~ I EVEN APPLIED FOR THE ZOO JOB!
haha! i love rina chua! MY NONSENSE PARTNER FOREVERRRRR! <3\
OK, CHEWING ON MY JELLY BEANS NOW! :)
signing off, gonna help b add more friends~

CIAOOOOOO

2011-12-08T17:45:00.000+08:00

[ENG SUB] Flame - "Kon Soht Mee Bang Mai (Is Anyone Single?)"

2011-12-08T17:37:00.000+08:00

lol! because of shawn, i like this song alot! <3

2011-12-08T17:25:00.002+08:00

hi again~ previous post was unacceptable so i deleted it away~
:( i am very very very SLEEPY RIGHT NOW! but i still got to meet my aunt later on~ :( ZHEN DE MEH!
tomorrow is going to be quite a busy day~ morning meet aud and afternoon meet rina they all~ yayyy~ the uniform shop aunty called! gonna go work on 22!
B has got chalet on 21-23! :(
went to accompany b to make his passport this morning!
gonna get my passport from my aunt soon too!

ok, don't know what to write now. i miss twitter now already. DAMM! WHAT IS LIFE LIKE WITHOUT TWITTER? should i continue twitting? sighhh~
haha~ couldn't take it anymore!!!! log onto twitter! THAT STUPID YX! i twitted, i've decided to stop twitting like forever! and he was like, it's best you don't flood!
(*&^%$@#%$^*&^ so angryyyy~!!!!

TOMORROW IS SHEILA CHOW's 18TH BIRTHDAYYYYY~ <3
LOVE HERR! love everyone though! heehee~

the prick is still there! nothing can be done to this! RAWRRRR!!!!! )(**&(^&%&^$^%(*&)(*^*&%^&$
CAN YOU FEEL THE PAIN?!?! I AM PAININGGGGG! ( anyway, no such word) but still :(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(
hope the info from my sis helped ba! really wanna look for a job! le sighhh!!!!

right~ signing off now

ILY GFC no matter what~

DA - Dai Yin Mai MV

2011-12-08T17:25:00.000+08:00

2011-12-07T05:39:00.000+08:00

hellooooo~ not sleeping!!!! and what am i doing? helping b to add friends for his HSH! agagagagaga~
shall take a break so i am dropping by to blog and crap~ actually is more of a crap! heehee~
listening to PARAMORE'S - HALLELUJAH!
screaming HALLELUJAH~ ok, my ass NUMB FROM SITTING ON THE FLOOR FOR TOO LONG~ :(
NUMB NUMBER NUMBING NUMBLING NUMBED!!! ok..
what song shall i listen next? heh~ PLAIN WHITE T's 123~
there's only 1 way, 2 do, 3 words, I LOVE YOU~ AS EASY AS 123~
heehee~ ow it's mu turn to cheong HSH~ WAS COMPLAINING ABOUT HOW NO LIFE THIS GAME IS BUT I STILL PLAY~ =,=. WELL, i got no life also~ hahaa
decided to go home tomorrowwwww~~~~ hope my aunts won't be angry :(
ok, shall continue adding friends~ BRB!
OK, STOP ADDING ALREADY~ :@

it just feels like things will never be the same again. like how an injury will heal but the scar remains and how lightning don't strike the same place twice~ ok, signing off now!

IMAPG

2011-12-06T22:11:00.000+08:00

hi! just woke up! nothing to do now! damm it la :( never go home to get my stuff and also never pick up my aunt's calls! GG.COM! rawrrr!
right~ today whole day rot at home~ boredboredbored~ :/ CHOW's birthday coming :) don't know how to celebrate it for her~ shall plan with AH CHUAAA!
yea, met ah chua last night~ accompany her to have dinner at mos burger! brought andy to meet her too! :)
talked to besty last night,, :( he've changed so much! well yeah, in life people do change. they come and go. never expect anyone to stay by your side forever, because one day, they'll leave you. learn to take things to stride~ but still i want this besty back. BRENDA IS NOT SUITABLE FOR YOU! DON'T JUST LIKE SOMEONE BLINDLY!!!!! :( but so what if i tell you? nothing goes in. disappointed though. anyway, there no problem between us anymore so i'll just drop it. one day you'll know. shall wait for that day. i'm always here ^^

right~ going out whole day tomorrow~~~ morning accompany baby and his grandma to polyclinic first before going to lavender. B is renewing his passport. and after that dinner with ... don't know if i'll be anxious or anything but i don't feel anything right now though~
PHTIWBAT
anyway, my body clock is SCREWED! :( sleep in the morning/afternoon and active at night? GG LA!
and i must really go LOOK FOR A JOB LIKE RIGHT NOW!!!!!

COUNTING DOWN: this sat :)

signing off~
I AM A PETTY GIRL

2011-12-05T18:31:00.002+08:00

Hi again~ went out in the morning to buy breakfast and also went to baby's grandma house! Was a little nervous! B wheeled grandma all the way to poly clinic then we went home~ was tired :( eyes a little swollen! Ajxjwdisjxndnsjsjdj

Quarreled with raven and brenda! That girl ah! Tsk! Acting like as though she is ah LIAN! Dont know how old Liao!
I MISS YOU AUDREY CHEONG WEILIN! I know you are gonna read this part! <3 I'm still quite apologetic about me being a bad friend! You are so right lo~ don't stick with me too much.. Im not a good friend~ sigh! Anyway, I STILL MISS YOU

right~ now main topic! I AM REALLY TRYING MY VERY BEST NOT TO GET JEALOUS LO! :( YOU THINK I LIKE TO BE JEALOUS ALL E TIME MEH?! I'M STILL TRYING TO GET USED TO IT LO! :(:( don't understand how I feel at all! this kind of thing if say to you I already knew what you gonna say. These kind of things jealous for what? Then what can I say? I admit that I'm petty k! :(

Signing off now!

2011-12-05T08:18:00.001+08:00

Shall blog now~ early in the morning! I don't have anything to blog about lei! But just feel like staying here to talk about craps and nonsense!
我是一个倔强的人！
Anyway, I love my green nails although they look a little annoying though! Haha!
大便大便大便！haha~ just feel like saying! Heh! Feel much better now! THIS IS MY PRIVATE SPACE AND I CAN SPEAK MY MIND HERE! woohoo！ jdjgshxnmczhdjfstjcdh!
Haha! Ok, stop le! BYEBYE

2011-12-05T01:43:00.002+08:00

Hellooooo~ met up with AH CHUA! <3 really feel very happy now! Anyways, went home today! Baby accompanied me home! Haha! He was a little awkward when he saw my maid! And yea, have not been home for like a million years. When I was at the silver table at my house, it feels like as though everything happened just yesterday. And the feelings were unrealistic~ nevertheless I miss home!
:( I miss Princeton, I miss my room, I miss my bed! And most importantly, I miss my boaster! :(:( my aunt bought souvenirs for me when she went Philippine! HEEHEE <3 I love her!
And I miss her too!
That Mitch Bitch asked me to call her just to SCOLD ME! :@
She said I've changed so much... :( that SIBAPO!
Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhh~
I'm stopping here!

Ciao~

2011-12-01T18:13:00.000+08:00

helloooo~~~
saw something funny just now~ ssssh! entertainment of my life now! so bad but still AHAHAHHA! SUCK IT UP BITCH! :)
bored, boring, boredom! :( LIFE IS BORING!
anyway, meeting AH CHUA later on! mani <3 wooohooo!
i'm very hungry now but b is till sleeping! if he sees this, he's gonna say nobody ask you to wait! :(
i feel very blessed even though we quarrel from time to time, argue. but we do have beautiful memories we've created together~ living together like a though we are husband and wife, PPP, cook, talking nonsense, piggy back me, playing games! I LOVE YOU my dear GOH FU! <3
i will tend to get jealous easily, even though there is nothing between you and her. i just don't like it :( (don't ask me why)( i dislike her just like how you dislike matthew & jayme) anyway, i am trying to control myself not to get jealous because i have things that she doesn't have which is Y-O-U! :) no matter what, you are still mine! anyone can get a taste of my fist if they try to snatch you away! heehee~
I AM A HAPPY GIRL WHO HAVE GOOD FRIENDS AND FAMILY AND LOVE! WHAT MORE CAN I ASK FOR? :D
hmm... these few days my aunt went overseas. forgot to wish her have a safe trip :/ miss my family alot alot~ only a few la! the rest i don't B-O-T-H-E-R at all! :)
have been feeling tired easily these few days eh! :( don't even wanna wake up to do anything at all!

ok, shall stop blogging! GOODBYEEEEEEEEEEE!

ps: i don't like you! :/

SHINEE <3
ONEW OPPA! <3

2011-12-01T02:39:00.001+08:00

Have not blogged for a million years again~ LOL!
getting really lazy! I'm so BOREDDDDD! rawr!
Job job~ where are you ?
Sigh~ had a hangover like 2 days ago? ALMOST DIED! the feeling was quite terrible and also did or say something I shouldn't have said to baby! GOSH! :( so embarrassing lo!
Woah~ someone not bad ah~ Anyway, just know your limits! because there is a limit to one's patience~ so there! Know where you stand so you won't get lose. Don't stand too tall or you might fall! Ok, shall stop blogging now!
One last thing: pray to the star tonight that SHINEE will come to Singapore next year! Pray to the stars every night! I LOVE ONEW! SARANGHAE 
온 유 남 편

2011-11-28T22:26:00.000+08:00

hi~ stayed at home the whole day, woke up at 4 plus~ aud was so angry with me :( woah~ she scolded me like I CAN TOTALLY JUMP DOWN THE BUILDING AND DIE~ but it was my fault. i was such a lousy friend.... it's her birthday and such simple thing as waking up early to meet her is also difficult. whatever she said was right. why did she even stick so close to me in the first place? hope to make up to her somedays~
:( i'm really sorry aud~
till now still haven't found a job yet... LIKE A SIAN!
meeting mich bitch tomorrow~ feel like a loser now! DAMMMM!!!! :(
anyway, these few days was quite peaceful~ heehee~
getting lazier day by day if i don't get a job soon! FML
ok, shall stop blogging! GOODBYE!!!

2011-11-28T02:38:00.001+08:00

helloooo~ just walk back from amk to tpy! :( MY LEGS ARE SO SOUR!!!! haah~ but it has beem quite long since i walked so much, so i shall treat it as an exercise!
anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUDREY! <3
went kpool just now~ khai cheatt, andy, sean, raven and b was playing so i just sit down there and slack~
yesterday was besty's birthday :) went to his bbq! enjoyed myself except the part where all the cats were FOLLOWING ME :( damm the movie! make me so scared of cats right now... and right before besty's bbq, i went to cut my hair with b! :( IT WAS A DISASTERRRRRR!!!! RAWRRRR!!! hate my hair now~ seriously! _l_ :(:(:(:( DAMM IT!!!! *(&%^@$#%^$&*&^%*^&&*%^&&$^^%%^ NOW IT'S GPNNA TAKE ME ANOTHER MILLION YEARS TO GROW IT BACK OUT AGAIN!
somehow, we were friends with BENNY again. was VERY HAPPYYYYYY :)
and i've not seen b laugh or smile so much like last night~ haha! i knew that he enjoyed himself!
silly boy <3
sheila and aud came also~ but stayed for a while!
we got screened! and this time the situation was a little fucked up! LOL!
going out later with aud :) hope we can enjoy ourselves later on!
shall stop here~ byeeeeee

2011-11-24T15:20:00.000+08:00

heh heh <3 so cuteee!

how i miss those days where we get to skype every night~ <3

this is a wallpaper that i've created to put on baby's desktop wallpaper

random shot of me!

JIAO BINSSSS

2011-11-24T15:16:00.000+08:00

hellooooo~
have not blogged for 2329473856 years! :@
having my stupid hols now and i feel BORED! :( can't find a job that i like~
sighhhhhh!!~~~!~!~!~
it was prom night yesterday, lucky i didn't go for it~ but heard that it was fun.
hmm.. i think worse come to worse, i'll ask rina to let e work at her banquet there alrdy! le sigh~
dyed me hair 2 days ago with baby's help! heeeeee! but so far the color wasn't really obvious! gonna dye again next week! laliluuuu
this sat is my besty's birthday~ feels kind of weird because i have not seen everyone for so long. :( miss the past few months where we'll go out almost everyday!

i'm thinking of what to get for aud's birthday~
choosing present for that girl is so HARD! rawrrr!
anyway, just back from sky garden! my 1ST VISIT THERE!
:) sitting down to slack with baby and andy! was laughing at all my facebook friend's name.

reblog from yesterday~ just woke up! it's already 3plus. my knee and back pain :( don't know what happen!~
yayyyy~ going out later! hop i can get to cut my hair by today~

JOB JOB JOB JOB JOB! :( still can't find one! WHY IS IT SO HARD TO FIND? #fml

2011-11-18T23:06:00.000+08:00

2011-11-18T19:46:00.001+08:00

hi~ read my horoscope today~ it turn out that me and my bf will have an argument. was hopping and praying that i could avoid it but.... it still happened~
shall not say much here~ but still... i want you to know.
anything/everything i've done, is wanting you to get rid of the past and be happy~ but i failed. not only i failed changing you, i myself have also changed. into someone i don't even recognized myself anymore.
sorry that our last date have to end that badly.
and at the end of the day, i am a nobody~ just a typical them, even worse off, making you go crazy everyday in a bad way, not being able to bring happiness to you at all. i was selfish to cling on into you knowing i wasn't the right one for you. having mixed feelings now~ all the thoughts gushed into my brain. i have no idea what i'm thinking now also~
i'm always messing things up between us! i don't wanna see you being unhappy. from the bottom of my heart. but everything i do seems wrong. and i myself don't even realized it.
within these 3 months, i've learned lots of stuff~ really really alot. thanks for the memories you've given me. said too much already~ shall stop here.
lastly, i want you to be happy. that's all i ever wanted.