HAPPY BIRTHDAY SERA :) 17 YEARS OLD!
hi! today is FRIDAY! and tomorrow is saturday. from next week onwards, i will have to attend all the night class tuition. it's going to be tiring, but for my results, it is all worth it. On monday, after my english remedial, crystal and i will be going to NTUC to buy some pasta to cook for night study! MR PILLAI! :)
today me and crystal discussed that we will meet earlier in the morning,, buy breakfast and then go to SERA's house to wake her up! tskts! sigh, aud is having fever right now.
AUD! IF YOU ARE READING MY POST, I HAVE PRAYED FOR YOU TO GET WELL SOON! REST WELL AND DRINK MORE WATER! :)
finally weekends came! yayyyy! but i still must attend school tomorrow. RAWRRRR!!!!!!!!!! shall take a break today and i'll start to study abit later. hee hee~ my aunt just called me! she wanted to meet me for dinner~
baby will be going with me! haha!
today wasn't really a smooth day as i was feeling moody :( aud knows why very well. i feel like as though i went back to being a small little girl who keep thinking about stuffs.
Because of you, i lost the strong side of me... i lost to myself. wondering everyday how nice would it be if we continue like that peacefully. :( but i still love you alot my baby~ <3
sigh~ gonna have depression soon i guess. Too much to tell you but too little courage in me. Aren't i such a useless person?
envy & jealousy can kill easily. Always try my best to control my sense of jealousy! :(
i feel like as though i am living in a maze. it's called disappointment maze. disappointment after disappointment and still back to disappointment. my life sucks!
i just came across a tumblr and i read this post. i think it is so damm true.
#thingsthatyou shouldn'tdo 1: should never expect
2: should never demand
3:should never assume
#thingsthatyoumustknow 1: know your own limits
2: know where is my stand
3:my role
#youshould 1: not be jealous
2 : get affected
3:not be paranoid
lastly, i should go with the flow and be happy.
signing off now. i am sleepy already
