Why bother to fight for something that i don't even have confidence in it? the kind of feeling when you are going to lose it no matter how hard you grasp it? holding on too tightly, will only lead to more sorrowful tears and heart breaking in the end of the the day if it leaves you. but if you let it go so easily, it will not be worth fighting for.
living in a contradicting situation every single day of my life always wondering what is going to happen next?
even the strongest person on earth also cannot take this kind of mental torture.
people have to understand that love can sometimes be magic. but, magic can sometimes.. just be an illusion.
falling hard for you is like digging a big hole because i will not know when i will fall into it and will never ever be able to come out of it~
