sigh... been feeling troubled recently. so i guess blogging does help...
being with me just because i need you than she needs? this is really unfair to me already.
i don't know how to put it through you. but i just hope that you can see my point. you still love her don't you? and the reason that you are by my side is because i need you?
i feel PITIED by you. i don't feel good now about us. it's like i'm still the third party.
i don't know what i want but still, this is too unfair... my heart was shattered into pieces when you told me this. should i continue bearing or should i just give up?
i love you that's why i don't want to let go.
hope you understand
