hi, getting lazier recently for blogging. sigh~ i've got my english paper tomorrow and i ha ve not prepared anything at all. this reallu suck eh. i just keep having this feeling that i can't be least bothered about this fucking o levels. and as a matter of fact, i have not really done any preparation yet. oh god! i need motivation!!!!!!!!
FML~
i don't even know what i want in my life now. the way i view my future, it seems blur. well, i think the problems all lies with me. friends around me encouraging me so much and all my teacher not giving up hopes on me. i owe them too much! miss tan's lesson i think i only attended once out of like a million lessons? then how am i suppose to pass math? i am FUCKING CONTRADICTING MYSELF RIGHT NOW!

forget it~ life is fucked up!
can totally just not hope for too high~

baby is soundly asleep now when it is 2PM! just as i mention, he woke up immediately!
AND MAKING SO MUCH NOISE! BLAH BLAH BLAH~
yayyy~ having macdonald for lunch and there is a WHOLE LOAD OF STICKERS!!!!!!!!!!! weeee~
hope i can get something out of it! or else.... GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

but still, i'm gonna text aud and ask her for the format for letter writing~ :(
FML!