mummy do love you. she had no choice but to do it~ thousands of apology will never make up how much hurt mummy had done to you.. but, mummy regretted what she had done. you were never meant to be with mummy. you must be in pain at that point of time. you will find someone better than me a million times alright? mummy will be praying for you anywhere and everywhere.
sigh, was quite disturbed and started thinking a lot after watching the horror film... and then i realized that i was a heartless bitch. i actually wanted to take ..... away on the 15th of april and its like the very day of my birthday in oct.. WHAT WAS I THINKING?! screw myself. :( looking back, i just realised that im a foolish girl who never think twice on things i've done and what consequences it will lead to. :/
well, i'm going off for exam now~ brb
