HEY YOU BACK MY RETARD GIRL~
thanks for that touching post~ <3
it will always serve as an reminder to me!
i love you too! & you know i meant it~
for me, once a promise was given, i'll stick to it~ i made a promised and i'm not going to break it that easily.
i remembered what the preacher said on miss lau's wedding. make sure that i become a better person and make sure he is also a better person. but things need time to change. i'm the only one who will give in so much towards anyone. no matter how badly anyone treated me. forgive & never forget is also part of my principle. i do forgive but i will never forget. i'm willing to accept it with a big heart~ being magnanimous.
the difference between me and you is that, you'll never give in to anyone who treats you like shit or mistreat you. ( except for me) and me? i forgve time and time again. you may think i'm stupid or silly. or even say love is blind.. but i'm trying my very best to change him into a better person.
i do complain to you all the time about my misery/ agony but i swallow i down at the end of the day just to make sure that he changes.
i don't like to cause sadness to myself~ I'M NOT SADIST! & I KNOW THAT WAS NATALIE WHO SAID IT!
i promise you that if i'm tired, i'l stop trying k?
you are the best girl i've alway had! <3
& my other blog is going to be continued now that O's is OVER! :)
I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!