hi~ read my horoscope today~ it turn out that me and my bf will have an argument. was hopping and praying that i could avoid it but.... it still happened~
shall not say much here~ but still... i want you to know.
anything/everything i've done, is wanting you to get rid of the past and be happy~ but i failed. not only i failed changing you, i myself have also changed. into someone i don't even recognized myself anymore.
 sorry that our last date have to end that badly.
and at the end of the day, i am a nobody~ just a typical them, even worse off, making you go crazy everyday in a bad way, not being able to bring happiness to you at all. i was selfish to cling on into you knowing i wasn't the right one for you. having mixed feelings now~ all the thoughts gushed into my brain. i have no idea what i'm thinking now also~
i'm always messing things up between us! i don't wanna see you being unhappy. from the bottom of my heart. but everything i do seems wrong. and i myself don't even realized it.
within these 3 months, i've learned lots of stuff~ really really alot. thanks for the memories you've given me. said too much already~ shall stop here.
lastly, i want you to be happy. that's all i ever wanted.