hi~ my head is bursting soon because of choosing what school i wanna go~ and how am i going to apply it :( my life stinks~ seriously :/ there is too much to say but then i don't know where should i start...
fucking hate that bloody bitch who does not wanna help~ _l_ THIS IS FOR YOU! cb~
stressing my life away~ :( really don't wanna continue studies le. sigh~

anyway, my dear goh fu! <3
please don't give up so easily will you? you need to persevere to be able succeed in life my dear! i will be here for you no matter what like i've said before. remember, from the day we got together, you are no longer 1 person facing your problems. is WE, that will face our problems together~ :) i love you baby~

and now, i just wanna say, i'm fine with you not giving me anything during our anni. i mean i'm not materialistic lo~ i just want you to remember every of our anni and be here for me no matter what! :) but next month must have something hor! at least a card or something!!!! haha~

and my studies thingy~ :( we'll just go with the flow! at most i rest for a year and work my life away~ I'M FUCKING 19 THIS YEAR! :( last year with a 1 in front because i'n gonna be 20 next year~ OHMYGODDDDD! I AM SO OLD! :(
or should i take private ah? hmmm.... kaplan~ hmmm....