ok, came across something. don't feel like saying it but still, you won't understand how i feel. the need of someone to be there for me when i need you. i don't expect help but at least a listening ear. but you were not free that day. i wasn't blaming you and this shouldn't be your responsibility. but still when i need someone to give advice, i've got no one to turn to. yea, sorry for making you waste your time on me thinking that i can succeed. i'm forever a failure ok? this blog isn't about complaining whatever shit. is what i have been wanting to tell you the very first day when things happen. i don't deserve to be thought of that constantly. i'm sorry.


ok, fuck, my mood is now ruined.... don't fee like blogging.