hi~ went to town today after work. finally made a big step by going out! did mani and shop a little. was quite happy :) bought new undergarments! ( seduce**) haha!
anyway, my aunt is hospitalized. i'm really worried for her. hope she'll be alright. gonna go visit her tomorrow... sigh... chalet is a few more days around. not totally prepared to go at all. i mean still having barrels.... sigh...
angry with that gay fuck! someday, seriously, i'll give you a tight slap and let you know how dumb you are! fuck head! pissed*!

pay is out soon. hope it will not be less! planned lots of stuff already... heh heh!

- laptop
- hair straightener
- ( secret*)

yeap. and still thinking if i should continue this *** or not... don't wanna stay until so unhappy. doing this should make me be happy but somehow people and everything is pissing me off. :( nvm... shall wait for a few more months... going for a shower now..

tired everyday.. :(